woot woot!

I loveeee my job. seriously. I do. very much. haha! FYI, aku bukan jenis yang awal2 suka, lama2 nda suka. if I love something/someone from the start, sampai the end la tu begitu.

oh, btw, tadi pagi masa mau pergi kerja, terdengar lagu Faizal Tahir - Hanyut. niceeeeee..lirik dia pun best. =D

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan hidup tanpa dirimu.

work work work

okay, this weekend aku single (lagi). so aku sepakat mau bawa balik kerja. buat di rumah. jadi terisilah kekosongan sayaaaaa...(-_-')

jauh di mata, dekat di hati. haha!

rain

I love the smell of rain! haha itu lebih bagus kan dari smell itu hazardous petrol. kena marah sudah aku sebab hidu petrol oleh si kawan. =P

Thanks.

Forget people in the past! But thank them for hurting you which led you to love person you have right now.

oh..

no wonder lah aku nda boleh tidur tu malam..

pasal..

aku..

memang nda dapat tidur dengan lenanya..

bila..

nda dengar suara dia sebelum tidur! hahaha

he didn't call me that night.

i fell asleep. waited for his call, as usual.

he texted, i replied, tried to sleep but couldn't.

baru terperasan, mungkin pasal tiada dengar suara sebelum tidur lah tu.

hahahahahaha

Rumah anak yatim

Aku selalu berangan2 mau buka rumah anak yatim sendiri. tapi belum mampu. bukan sikit mau pakai duit tu. banyakkkkkkk...and aku yakin aku boleh guide dorang dengan baik. mau jaga budak yg banyak..sampai dorang besar & berjaya! paling best tu tau bila dapat tolong orang susah. sila lah menderma kepada orang yg lebih memerlukan. tolong menolong sesama manusia, bukan sebab mau dapat pahala seja. kena bagi dengan ikhlas. kalau nda ikhlas, bagus nda payah.

bosannyerrr...-_-

I had a dream of becoming a housewife. but not anymore. sitting at home, doing housework, watching tv, taking a nap, facebooking, blogging, youtube'ing, grrrrr..boring!! same routine every day. T_T

tidak sabar mau start kerja. that dream of becoming a housewife, forget it. lain lah kalau ada anak mungkin kan. hmm...

yippie!

I won a challenge! haha! =P

p.s. baru teringat, aku pernah makan itu unagi slice dulu! T_T

had enough?

can I stop the time? I don't wanna get old. seriously. I'm turning 25 in 4 days. T__T that's a quarter century. next thing I know, I am already half century old. how time flies!

I don't know what's going to happen in the future. I don't care either. it's because what will be, will be. worrying about the future is totally estupido plus wasting my time. I'll never know what's gonna happen. so what's the point of worrying about the future? forget it then. so whatever plan I have now, I have to stick to it. whatever happens next, is beyond my control. and if the plan doesn't work out, it's probably not what Allah has planned for me. I've always been an optimist, not always, but most of the time. as I'm always practicing --> just go with the flow.

expect the unexpected. I'm always preparing myself for the worst. I've been trained for almost 25 years to handle all the heartbreaks, the lost of loved ones, backstabbed by good friends, surprisingly I have haters + bitches who are not happy that I am alive (what the eff is wrong with these people??), all the pains, sadness, loneliness, traumas. and I think I've experienced enough pain.

I'm tired of being an adult. tiredddd. so much to think about. it's not easy. I don't know about other people, but as for me, it's harder because I don't care about myself but my loved ones. I don't really care about what I want. what I care the most is what they want. how I wish I could be a kid again so that all I can do is play, play, and play.

It's kinda funny as I grow older, my memories of the past are disappearing bit by bit. there are so many things that I can't remember. but my best friend does. she's like my 'external hard drive'. I don't wanna keep those memories, so let her keep them. haha! sometimes she talks about my past, reminding me how unpleasant my past is. hideous. I hate you Nong! haha

I am happy with my life now. happier. =) thank you Allah.

Jude Law

=) I've always love him! last night I watched 'Repo Men'. I don't like the ending though. quite disappointing and unexpected. if you haven't seen this, you should!

y o u

I think I fell in love again. with you. =)

You're the reason I kept going
If I could start my life anew
The first thing that I would do
I'd choose you again
If God gave me the chance to do it all again
I'd carefully consider every choice and then
Of all the boys in the world,
I'd choose you again
(The Forester Sisters- You Again)

best food

I love food! so much! =) the best food I've ever tasted so far (ini lidah aku punya rasa lah) ;

• Mee Goreng Mamak --> Kuching International Airport. haha! I had my very 1st mee mamak here in 2005. di KK tidak begitu sedap!
• Laksa Sarawak --> of course, di Kuching ja sedap. =)
• Butter Prawn --> seafood restaurant in Tanjung Aru. kalah seafood restaurant yg lain.
• Tomyam --> WAN WAN!! and Thien Thien. hehe
  
• Satay --> Rumah Mode, Bandung! oh how I miss the satayyyy..........satay kajang pun nda boleh lawan. hmm..
• Rojak Buah --> somewhere in BB plaza, Bukit Bintang.
  
• Yong Tau Fu --> Restoran Sri Keningau, selain dari yang selalu kena jumpa masa bazaar ramadhan di Lok kawi.
• Gulai --> Kak Nong!
• Nasi Beriani --> Krishna Curry House.
• Nasi Lemak --> Restoran Sinar Mustika.
  
• Nasi Embak (haha. ini masakan jawa. macam nasi lemak juga) --> Kampung Likas, near Green Cottage, Jalan Kurol Melangi.
• Bakso --> Kampung Likas, near BTC.
  
• Nasi Goreng --> Secret Recipe! haha
• Lasagna --> Coffee Bean!
• Nasi Ayam --> Restoran Rohayu
• Soto Banjar --> Restoran Mawi
• Roti Nan --> Restoran Taliban.
• Dim Sum --> HYATT!!
  
• Mee Goreng biasa --> Restoran Ibadah Rohani
• Sayap ayam --> TLC
• Macaroni Bolognese --> Bits & Bites!
• Cakes --> Hyatt.
• Ikan Bakar --> Tanjung Aru, near Restoran Seri Dewi.
• Grilled Chiken --> Upperstar.
• Lamb Shank/Lamb Chop --> Brass Monkey
• Risotto --> Little Italy
• Burgers --> McDonalds!
• Hotdogs --> 1901
• Pizzas --> Pizza Hut lah. belum pernah makan Domino's. =(
• Spaghetti Cabonara --> Upperstar.
• Bubur Ikan --> Apiwon!
• Tenggiri Fishcake --> Apiwon!
• Fish soup --> Wan Wan
• Sushi --> Wagamama. but I prefer to eat Sushi King because they have Nitsume (sweet soy sauce).
  
• Rojak --> Restoran Sri Keningau.
• Ice Cream --> Belgium Choc at Vedablu!
• Cupcakes --> Cupcake Chic. I tried two cupcakes from this place, located at The Curve.
  
• Sotong Bakar --> Semporna town!! hehehe Anjung Lepa, Seafest.
  
• Fried Chicken --> of course KFC!
• Sotong Kangkung/tumbuk --> Central Plaza.
• Mee Kari --> Old Town.
• Miso Soup --> Wagamama. the best!
  
• Rendang, daging masak hitam, ayam kurma, dan lain2 masakan melayu --> masakan mama. =)

No matter where we eat, how delicious the food are, tetap juga masakan mama yang paling sedap.