Saturday, January 14, 2012

Berdosa tau..

Ya Allah..berapa banyak dosa yang aku kumpul dengan berprasangka buruk pasal dia. aku nda tau lah. susah mau jauhi prasangka buruk ni. hampir dua tahun bersama..makin lama makin teruk sifat aku yang boleh dikategotikan sebagai paranoid ni. dulu aku nda begini. semakin hari semakin terukkkkkkkk. aku yang rimas. rimas dengan fikiran yang bukan2 ni. penat amat. bikin tambah dosa ja tau. you have no idea how far can my imagination go. sampai bila begini. sampai bila aku tahan untuk begini. wallahualam. semoga segera berlalu lah semua ini. amin..

Monday, December 12, 2011

It's true

Pernah dengar orang bilang dugaan orang bertunang ni lain dari bercinta? mulanya aku nda percaya. tapi lepas 1 bulan bertunang, I can't believe it's true. panas. perasaan aku cepat panas. ya Allah..aku memohon Kau berikan kami ketenangan. beri kami kekuatan. kalau memang dia jodohku, Kau bantulah kami lalui tempoh pertunangan ni. dan aku berharap biarlah dia jodohku. amin.

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Things women hate : boyfriends, please take note.

1. Complimenting other women. Seriously, we hate it.
2. Talking about your exes constantly. and yes, we hate to hear about your stories with other women you dated.
3. Comparing us to other women. GTH.
4. Telling us how much you like women who love sports, who like this and that, who do this and that, who have this and that. what are you waiting for? go find one.
5. Forcing us to do things we don't like/we can't.
6. Treating us like maid.
7. Selfish. all you think about is yourself. it's all about you, you, you and you.
8. Keeping things that we NEED to know. don't let us find out, or you're dead.
9. Ignoring us. Hello, we need your attention. if you can't give it, leave.
10. Don't ever say "if that guy cheats on his girlfriend, he must be crazy" when you see a hottie with his boyfriend. offending. that makes us think that we are not your type, that you can cheat on us because we are not as hot as her.

November!

wow..lama nda update blog. =D my fav month is here and will end in 12 days. another 43 days before we enter 2012. err..2012? kiamat? ahahaha harap2 tidak lah ok. saya belum kahwin laaa..=P oh, saya sudah tukar status. sekarang sudah jadi tunang orang. sila jangan kacau. haha iman saya nda berapa kuat ni. lol. main2 ja. =) no idea what to blog. ok lah. gdnite!

Thursday, October 6, 2011

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

Sunday, August 14, 2011

boleh masuk ICU!


Malam penuh debaran betul bila menonton perlawanan badminton antara Datuk Lee Chong Wei dengan Lin Dan. haiiihhh..kalah lagi. 1st set, LCW mendahului 22-20. tapi 2nd set kalah 14-21. rubber set memang sengit habis..cuma kelalaian LCW membuatkan Lin Dan menang World Badminton Championships 2011. ='( so LCW kalah 21-23. dua kelemahan LCW yang biasa kita nampak kan, either dia selalu langgar net, atau sengaja biar bola tu dengan harapan out. tidak apa. bukan rezeki. cuba lagi lain kali. tapi aku rasa LCW ni ada takut sikit sama Lin Dan. hehe nervous dia kalau jumpa Lin Dan. nampak betul. apa pun you're still no.1 world champion & in our heart as well, Datuk! congratulations! It was a superb game!

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Mimpi? sejauh mana kebenarannya?


Tidak pernah aku mimpi pelik begitu banyak sekaligus. so I googled (aku ada tebiat percaya pada mimpi sebab kebanyakan mimpi aku jadi kenyataan atau betul-betul petanda sesuatu akan jadi). aku jumpa lah beberapa website pasal tafsir mimpi. TAFSIR MIMPI. <-- click here.

Mimpi pertama aku semalam, aku bertunang awal dari yang ditetapkan. yang peliknya, majlis pertunangan tu macam majlis pernikahan. siap ada tok kadi lagi. berlansung dalam dewan yang besar, aku nda pasti di mana. macam istana pun ada. lebih lucu lagi aku duduk membelakang, bukan berdepan untuk disarungkan cincin. sekali tu..tiba-tiba tempat duduk aku bergerak. rupanya kami semua duduk atas tempat yang boleh bergerak ala-ala roller coaster. haha! dalam mimpi tu kan, kononya 'tunang' aku tu bikin surprise. memang surprised lah time tu, teriak-teriak kesukaan sebab best kan naik roller coaster. sekali rupanya tidak selamat itu 'roller coaster'. aku paling depan..aku paling first naik sampai paling atas tapi tiada sambungan roller coaster tu. terputus. yang lain selamat, aku nda pasti macam mana selamat. tapi aku memang terbang di langit sudah..nasib di bawah tu ada air tasik. aku jatuh lah pergi dalam tasik. haha! semua orang mencari aku. aku selamat. dalam hati memaki-maki mau saman itu 'theme park' bikin rosak majlis aku ja. sekali sebelum aku naik tu, nampak diorang terjumpa aku sudah. tapi masalahnya, itu bukan aku. itu bunian menyamar jadi aku. wahaha bertambah pelik mimpi aku di situ.

lepas tu nda lama diorang terjumpa aku. bunian tu pun tiba-tiba hilang, kedapatan sudah dia bukan aku kan. semua lega aku selamat. tapi tiba-tiba...tangan kiri aku putus. aku nda ingat kiri ka kanan. nampak macam kiri tapi macam kanan. pasal aku jatuh terhampas dari langit ke tasik tu, aku nda sedar tangan aku putus sudah. berdarah-darah lantai. 'tunang' aku tu terus hampa. sebab hilang sudah kan satu tangan.

sudah tu, tiba-tiba tangan aku muncul balik. pelik! tapi tangan kanan sakit. jadi memang aku rasa tangan kanan yang terputus tapi muncul balik. dalam fikiran aku mungkin tangan tu tidak putus, cuma hampir putus. dan aku nda tau kenapa, rambut aku macam keluar luka-luka. macam kudis pun ada. sebelum mimpi bertunang tu, aku ada mimpi potong rambut pendek. okay begini tafsiran mimpi-mimpi pelik aku di atas:-

1. Mimpi tangan putus - kalau tangan kiri, kehilangan ibu. tangan kanan, kehilangan bapa.
2. Mimpi kepala luka - beroleh keuntungan.
3. Mimpi potong rambut - ada antara ahli keluarga ditimpa sakit/ berpisah. ada juga yang bilang ditinggalkan pasangan.

apa-apa pun, mimpi cuma mainan tidur. sejauh mana kebenaran, wallahualam. semoga dijauhi dari segala yang tidak baik. amin.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak!

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak everybody!! In exactly 18 more days we will celebrate Hari Raya Aidilfitri! =D Suasana dekat hari raya tidak sempurna kalau tiada pasang lagu raya, bunyi mercun, sibuk buat kuih raya di dapur, sibuk pasang langsir baru, kemas rumah, susun kuih, cuba baju raya. hmm how I miss doing all that.

Berbezanya suasana beraya sekarang. I used to make 3-4 baju kurung. now? kadang-kadang tiada, kadang-kadang sepasang, atau 2 pasang ja. ni tahun aku buat 2! kalau dulu, sibuk mau ikut beraya kehulur kehilir. kalau boleh sepanjang hari beraya di rumah orang ja nda mau balik rumah. mandi pun tidak bah. haha! sekarang? =) I rather stay at home and entertain orang2 yang bertandang ke rumah. how antisocial. hehe

Cakap pasal puasa ni kan, susah aku mau control pengambilan makanan aku. semuaaaaaa aku mau telan. maklumlah..puasa kan. =P Biasanya, hari-hari lain aku nda juga mencari kuih muih. tapi bila masuk bulan Ramadhan, atau hari-hari lain yang aku berpuasa sunat/qadha puasa, fuuhh..inilah yang aku paling cari. macam bukan berbuka puasa lah kalau tiada kuih muih. =P cerewet. I am. apa-apa pun, beli juadah apa pun, nda payah berabis. nanti tidak habis juga tu. pembaziran seja. anyway, selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa. =)

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

give me some good news!


I'm actively looking for a new job! it's not that I'm not thankful for having one..I just think I need to find a better job. many others are struggling to get a job..bukan senang cari kerja sekarang.

"rezeki ada dimana-mana"

our graduates, most of them, are too picky in finding a job. come on! whatever opportunity life gives you, just grab it! pernah dengar pepatah, susah-susah dahulu, senang-senang kemudian? I remembered my dad told me that his first salary was only RM1k. Now he's earning more than 10times his first salary. best best best! haha! aku mata duitan, diakui. I just loveeee $$$. the only thing that makes me happy, despite whatever mood I'm in, is M.O.N.E.Y. =) money isn't everything..I know. but for me, NOTHING you can buy without it. kalaulah duit tu boleh jatuh dari langit! =P


I just need to find a job that can give twice or thrice my salary now. I love my job but I hate the pay. I can't save, I can't help to pay bills (our monthly bills cost us about 700+ ; astro, electricity, landline+streamyx, water, mailbox. excluding two housing loans which cost us RM2k). I have RM2k outstanding education loan (PTPTN), I have a housing loan, and ASB loan. so altogether, my debt is about RM300k. habis gaji bayar hutang seja. haiyaaa..I'm financially unstable. Kalau parents aku tiada, I would be declared bankrupt ooo! omg omg. I'm this close of joining AKPK okay. haha! I'm serious. need to start budgeting & manage my money wisely. and I'm thinking of getting a part time job.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Liverpool!

I know nothing about Liverpool other than its famous player, Steven Gerrard. hehe! but my beloved boyfriend menaja tiket penerbangan pulang balik & tiket bola, jadi aku pun dengan senang hati jugalah ikut. hehe thank you sayang!

July 14 kami berangkat pergi KL, seawal jam 6 pagi flight. sampai KL sentral around 10+, jumpa cousin sekejap then we went straight to Pavilion. ada Liverpool punya gallery. lepas check in di hotel Prescott Inn Medan Tuanku (highly recommended), terus pergi stadium Bukit Jalil. baru training, sudah ramai.


berbaris agak lama juga sebelum dibenarkan masuk dalam. training untuk pasukan Harimau Malaya bermula dalam pukul 5 macam tu. Liverpool punya dalam jam 7. first time masuk stadium Bukit Jalil. best!

July 15, berangkat pergi Genting. tiket bas habis masa kami sampai di kl sentral dalam jam 11.30am. paling awal punya bas pun jam 1. so kami ikut uncle teksi yang sungguh friendly. dia bawa kami pergi kedai batik lah, kedai jual jam2 & barang kemas lah, sama kedai jual gelas? haha. yes. gelas yang bila kita letak air sejuk lama akan sejuk. 1 gelas mau rm400 ooo...dalam semua kedai, tiada satu pun kami beli! haha kesian uncle tu susah2 bawa kami pergi sana. tapi sebenarnya memang dia ada 'collaboration' sama tauke kedai2 tu kali. kalau kami beli, dia juga dapat komisen! last sekali dia bawa pergi kedai coklat di Genting. =D we spent RM160 juga lah beli coklat2 mau bawa balik KK! sampai Genting pun mau jam 3.30, ramai orang arabbbbb. cuci mata sekejap tengok orang2 lawa & hensem. hehe. jumpa kawan2 sana then check in di First World hotel. lepas rehat2, dalam jam 5 kami turun bermain di Theme Park! first game we tried was Flying Coaster!


best juga, agak scary sebelum start, tapi sekejap ja nda lama ni game. you have to pay rm12 kalau nda silap mau naik ni. lain bayaran, tidak termasuk theme park punya bayaran. sepanjang kami 'terbang' tu, aku ketawaaa non stop. haha too excited kali. then we tried Pirate Ship! okay..awalnya nampak boringggg..sekali naik atas..ada orang tu cakap "gilaaa eh!!" haha! agak terbang juga nyawa sekejap lah especially bila naik atas, kaki pun sengaja angkat. so bila turun terasa meremang juga bulu roma lah.


lepas tu kami naik Space Shot! my second time! hehe. the first was in 2009. memang gila lah masa tu. betul2 nyawa tertinggal di atassss. tapi bila naik kali kedua..masih terasa takut sikit, tapi tidak nervous sudah macam masa first naik tu. hehe. macam tiadaaaa ja bila naik. haha!

jangan takut. tiada apa2 juga tu. masih hidup juga kami ni. =P Genting ni best..tapi yang nda best..makanan minum semuaaa mahal. mineral water botol kecil pun RM2.50. ish. the next day, kami balik KL naik bas. sampai KL, naik monorail balik hotel, checked in (Prescott Inn) then went to Bukit Jalil. hari yang dinantikan tibaaaaa...penuh juga lah stadium! kami duduk palinggg bawah. =D best best! biarpun tiada perasaan sebab bukan orang Liverpool tulen, tapi aku sokong Malaysia!!


Game bermula tepat jam 5.45 petang. sepanjang game tu, ada juga aku rasa mengantuk sikit sebab penattt..kurang tidur & lebih banyak berjalan. mengejar masa kebanyakannya. tapi penat tu belakang cerita. yang penting trip ni fun! tidak sangka juga Malaysia boleh kasi gol sampai 3. woah..berabis melompat & cheering untuk Malaysia masa tu. memang happening habis lah. stadium lagi penuh. =D apa2 pun, tahniah buat pasukan Malaysia. sungguh bangga dengan diorang.

cabaran terakhir lepas game...mau pulang naik LRT. errrr....sungguh ramaiii orang. siap kena bagi kuota berapa ramai yang boleh naik station untuk tunggu LRT. biarpun bersesak2 begitu, aku nda kisah pun. pengalaman tuuu..haha kalau akan pergi lagi tengok bola, aku nda kisah bersesak2 begitu. sebab best! aku cuma takut terjatuh ja masa bersesak2 gitu. kena pijak2. boleh mati oo gitu. huhu scary.

naik LRT berhimpit macam dalam tin sardin. ada abang tu cakap "kuah sardin warna merah, kita semua pakai merah macam kuah sardin". haha! sepanjang dalam LRT tu, macam2 lawak dorang buat. setiap station LRT berenti, bila orang turun ja dorang nyanyi lagu 'Liverpool..Liverpool". meriah meriah meriah.

overall, trip ke KL sempena tengok Liverpool memang enjoy..fun..sangat best. tapi penat. aku balik KK terus sakit. dekat seminggu juga lah sakit.haha! punya lemah. I had a reallllllllll good time. thank you yang berkenaan!