too comfortable

both my younger brother & sister dapat rasa tinggal tempat orang. hidup berdikari. aku? haha! TIADAAA. merasa bercuti sendiri2 ada lah. selalu aku bercuti tanpa family (dengan cousins+kawan2). sempat merasa beberapa hari ja la independent. dorang merasa hidup bertahun2. sioknye..T_T mau juga rasa hidup tempat orang. dulu aku pernah mau immigrate to Perth lagi aa. haha! nasib bapa aku nda kasi. and I wanted to move to KL juga, kerja konon. tapi bila fikir2 balik, it's better if I just stay here. selesa sudah di tempat sendiri. kenapa perlu pindah? the reason why I wanted to move so bad was because I felt soo empty & I needed to get myself together. years after that, oppss..nope..months after I made my decision of moving to kl, I met someone. and he is definitely one good reason why I should stay.

important!

other than my family members (including my crazzzzyyy cousins), these two people are considered my 'I-can't-live-without-you-if-you're-not-around-I'd-probably-be-dead'. wahahaha

my boyfriend, who is also my best friend, my other half, my captain, my coach, my hero, my everything! soon-to-be-roommate. =P insyaAllah kalau diizinkan Allah jodoh berpanjangan.amin.

my girlfriend, I've known her my whole life, my gossip girl, my PA, my event organiser, my counselor, also my other half. haha I can't be your roommate gf. tapi anda akan jadi pengapit saya! mesti. wajib. =)

sekiranya saya tidak contact anda berdua selama sehari, hidup saya tidak sempurna. I love you both...very much. xoxo

honeymoon!

I wanna go to Europe on my honeymoonnnnn! visit each place there..mau 10 tahun kumpul duit ni baru boleh pegi kalau gitu. haha currency tinggi T_T nda payah shopping. bawa backpack, tinggal tempat biasa2 seja, jalan kaki makan angin. best best.

sekarang 2011, so by 2021, aku sudah boleh menjelajah Europe lah ni. haha!

"With love, comes anger. Anger leads to hatred. Hatred leads to destruction"

kadang2 kita nda sedar kita sakitkan hati orang. bukan senang mau ubat hati orang yg kita bagi sakit tu. cukup bersyukurlah kalau orang tu pemaaf & cepat lupa. kalau tidak? hmm

bukan tidak percaya, tapi biasalah..syaitan itu ada dimana2. sentiasa berbisik yg bukan2. ada seja yg mau kasi racun fikiran supaya berprasangka yang bukan2. kesannya? ....

mesti selalu baca ayat 3 Qul ni. moga dijauhi dari segala bisikan jin2 & syaitan laknatullah.

tanpa anda?

"boleh saya hidup tanpa anda. tapi nda best"

iya.memang nda best. haha I've been telling you the same thing, over and over again. I can't afford to lose you..and I mean every single word. I can't imagine how my life would be without you. yes, I have my family & friends but with your existence, you complete me. =) thank you for everything, sayang.

.

For every good reason there is to lie, there is a better reason to tell the truth.

lepas kahwin

apa jadi sekeliling aku, dengan orang terdekat, keluarga dekat, bikin takut pula. shit happens. that's life.

1 sebab kenapa aku takut kahwin, instead of belum ready sebab career belum stabil & masih belum puas hidup bujang, is takut. banyak cakap lelaki berubah lepas kahwin. lain masa bercinta, lain masa lepas kahwin. i know, i shouldn't listen to all that. tapi itu kisah benar and banyak jadi. itu orang lain. bukan aku. aku tau. tapi masiiii takut. haha. berserah. itu seja yg perlu kita buat kan. benda tu kalau mau jadi, jadi juga. kun fayakun. it's written.

cinta pudar?

selalu terjadi sama married couples. why? they get bored because they see each other every day. bangun pagi muka dia. balik kerja muka dia. mau tidur muka dia. semuaaa ada dia. haha! begitu pandai bosan. hmm..

orang kadang2 lupa..bila makin lama bersama, makin membiar. bila terbiar, perasaan pudar. kenapa pudar?it's either si partner tu rasa nda kena sayang lagi, atau pasal dia nda tahan dibiar. itu dua ja penyebab. kawin berpuluh tahun pun kalau pandai jaga, tiada masalah bosan. =)

bujang

kadang2 menjadi 'bujang' itu best, tapi aku rasa lebih best lah spend time dengan ehem2. and I have to admit that I really can't live without him. aww..

kau bikin panas!

and yes, I am freakin' mad right now. hairan, banyak kali kau bikin aku sakit hati, dari yang paling kecil sampai paling teruk, tapi aku still kasi maaf. tapi macam sia2. kau bukan sedar kan apa kau buat? GROW UPPPPPPPP!! layan budak2 macam kau, bikin aku sakit hati lagi lebih. bagus jangan layan.

B,O.S.A.N

Adui. tiap malam pun bosan. sampai habis idea sudah apa mau bikin. T_T