give me some good news!

I'm actively looking for a new job! it's not that I'm not thankful for having one..I just think I need to find a better job. many others are struggling to get a job..bukan senang cari kerja sekarang.

"rezeki ada dimana-mana"

our graduates, most of them, are too picky in finding a job. come on! whatever opportunity life gives you, just grab it! pernah dengar pepatah, susah-susah dahulu, senang-senang kemudian? I remembered my dad told me that his first salary was only RM1k. Now he's earning more than 10times his first salary. best best best! haha! aku mata duitan, diakui. I just loveeee $$$. the only thing that makes me happy, despite whatever mood I'm in, is M.O.N.E.Y. =) money isn't everything..I know. but for me, NOTHING you can buy without it. kalaulah duit tu boleh jatuh dari langit! =P

I just need to find a job that can give twice or thrice my salary now. I love my job but I hate the pay. I can't save, I can't help to pay bills (our monthly bills cost us about 700+ ; astro, electricity, landline+streamyx, water, mailbox. excluding two housing loans which cost us RM2k). I have RM2k outstanding education loan (PTPTN), I have a housing loan, and ASB loan. so altogether, my debt is about RM300k. habis gaji bayar hutang seja. haiyaaa..I'm financially unstable. Kalau parents aku tiada, I would be declared bankrupt ooo! omg omg. I'm this close of joining AKPK okay. haha! I'm serious. need to start budgeting & manage my money wisely. and I'm thinking of getting a part time job.

Liverpool!

I know nothing about Liverpool other than its famous player, Steven Gerrard. hehe! but my beloved boyfriend menaja tiket penerbangan pulang balik & tiket bola, jadi aku pun dengan senang hati jugalah ikut. hehe thank you sayang!

July 14 kami berangkat pergi KL, seawal jam 6 pagi flight. sampai KL sentral around 10+, jumpa cousin sekejap then we went straight to Pavilion. ada Liverpool punya gallery. lepas check in di hotel Prescott Inn Medan Tuanku (highly recommended), terus pergi stadium Bukit Jalil. baru training, sudah ramai.

berbaris agak lama juga sebelum dibenarkan masuk dalam. training untuk pasukan Harimau Malaya bermula dalam pukul 5 macam tu. Liverpool punya dalam jam 7. first time masuk stadium Bukit Jalil. best!

July 15, berangkat pergi Genting. tiket bas habis masa kami sampai di kl sentral dalam jam 11.30am. paling awal punya bas pun jam 1. so kami ikut uncle teksi yang sungguh friendly. dia bawa kami pergi kedai batik lah, kedai jual jam2 & barang kemas lah, sama kedai jual gelas? haha. yes. gelas yang bila kita letak air sejuk lama akan sejuk. 1 gelas mau rm400 ooo...dalam semua kedai, tiada satu pun kami beli! haha kesian uncle tu susah2 bawa kami pergi sana. tapi sebenarnya memang dia ada 'collaboration' sama tauke kedai2 tu kali. kalau kami beli, dia juga dapat komisen! last sekali dia bawa pergi kedai coklat di Genting. =D we spent RM160 juga lah beli coklat2 mau bawa balik KK! sampai Genting pun mau jam 3.30, ramai orang arabbbbb. cuci mata sekejap tengok orang2 lawa & hensem. hehe. jumpa kawan2 sana then check in di First World hotel. lepas rehat2, dalam jam 5 kami turun bermain di Theme Park! first game we tried was Flying Coaster!

best juga, agak scary sebelum start, tapi sekejap ja nda lama ni game. you have to pay rm12 kalau nda silap mau naik ni. lain bayaran, tidak termasuk theme park punya bayaran. sepanjang kami 'terbang' tu, aku ketawaaa non stop. haha too excited kali. then we tried Pirate Ship! okay..awalnya nampak boringggg..sekali naik atas..ada orang tu cakap "gilaaa eh!!" haha! agak terbang juga nyawa sekejap lah especially bila naik atas, kaki pun sengaja angkat. so bila turun terasa meremang juga bulu roma lah.

lepas tu kami naik Space Shot! my second time! hehe. the first was in 2009. memang gila lah masa tu. betul2 nyawa tertinggal di atassss. tapi bila naik kali kedua..masih terasa takut sikit, tapi tidak nervous sudah macam masa first naik tu. hehe. macam tiadaaaa ja bila naik. haha!

jangan takut. tiada apa2 juga tu. masih hidup juga kami ni. =P Genting ni best..tapi yang nda best..makanan minum semuaaa mahal. mineral water botol kecil pun RM2.50. ish. the next day, kami balik KL naik bas. sampai KL, naik monorail balik hotel, checked in (Prescott Inn) then went to Bukit Jalil. hari yang dinantikan tibaaaaa...penuh juga lah stadium! kami duduk palinggg bawah. =D best best! biarpun tiada perasaan sebab bukan orang Liverpool tulen, tapi aku sokong Malaysia!!


Game bermula tepat jam 5.45 petang. sepanjang game tu, ada juga aku rasa mengantuk sikit sebab penattt..kurang tidur & lebih banyak berjalan. mengejar masa kebanyakannya. tapi penat tu belakang cerita. yang penting trip ni fun! tidak sangka juga Malaysia boleh kasi gol sampai 3. woah..berabis melompat & cheering untuk Malaysia masa tu. memang happening habis lah. stadium lagi penuh. =D apa2 pun, tahniah buat pasukan Malaysia. sungguh bangga dengan diorang.

cabaran terakhir lepas game...mau pulang naik LRT. errrr....sungguh ramaiii orang. siap kena bagi kuota berapa ramai yang boleh naik station untuk tunggu LRT. biarpun bersesak2 begitu, aku nda kisah pun. pengalaman tuuu..haha kalau akan pergi lagi tengok bola, aku nda kisah bersesak2 begitu. sebab best! aku cuma takut terjatuh ja masa bersesak2 gitu. kena pijak2. boleh mati oo gitu. huhu scary.

naik LRT berhimpit macam dalam tin sardin. ada abang tu cakap "kuah sardin warna merah, kita semua pakai merah macam kuah sardin". haha! sepanjang dalam LRT tu, macam2 lawak dorang buat. setiap station LRT berenti, bila orang turun ja dorang nyanyi lagu 'Liverpool..Liverpool". meriah meriah meriah.

overall, trip ke KL sempena tengok Liverpool memang enjoy..fun..sangat best. tapi penat. aku balik KK terus sakit. dekat seminggu juga lah sakit.haha! punya lemah. I had a reallllllllll good time. thank you yang berkenaan!

I appreciate u

I rarely tell u that I really appreciate every single thing u do for me & for us. I am happy with u, no doubt. thanks for being u. I'm glad I met u, sayang. sometimes I can't believe I met someone like u. u fell from the sky. =)

too comfortable

both my younger brother & sister dapat rasa tinggal tempat orang. hidup berdikari. aku? haha! TIADAAA. merasa bercuti sendiri2 ada lah. selalu aku bercuti tanpa family (dengan cousins+kawan2). sempat merasa beberapa hari ja la independent. dorang merasa hidup bertahun2. sioknye..T_T mau juga rasa hidup tempat orang. dulu aku pernah mau immigrate to Perth lagi aa. haha! nasib bapa aku nda kasi. and I wanted to move to KL juga, kerja konon. tapi bila fikir2 balik, it's better if I just stay here. selesa sudah di tempat sendiri. kenapa perlu pindah? the reason why I wanted to move so bad was because I felt soo empty & I needed to get myself together. years after that, oppss..nope..months after I made my decision of moving to kl, I met someone. and he is definitely one good reason why I should stay.

important!

other than my family members (including my crazzzzyyy cousins), these two people are considered my 'I-can't-live-without-you-if-you're-not-around-I'd-probably-be-dead'. wahahaha

my boyfriend, who is also my best friend, my other half, my captain, my coach, my hero, my everything! soon-to-be-roommate. =P insyaAllah kalau diizinkan Allah jodoh berpanjangan.amin.

my girlfriend, I've known her my whole life, my gossip girl, my PA, my event organiser, my counselor, also my other half. haha I can't be your roommate gf. tapi anda akan jadi pengapit saya! mesti. wajib. =)

sekiranya saya tidak contact anda berdua selama sehari, hidup saya tidak sempurna. I love you both...very much. xoxo

honeymoon!

I wanna go to Europe on my honeymoonnnnn! visit each place there..mau 10 tahun kumpul duit ni baru boleh pegi kalau gitu. haha currency tinggi T_T nda payah shopping. bawa backpack, tinggal tempat biasa2 seja, jalan kaki makan angin. best best.

sekarang 2011, so by 2021, aku sudah boleh menjelajah Europe lah ni. haha!

"With love, comes anger. Anger leads to hatred. Hatred leads to destruction"

kadang2 kita nda sedar kita sakitkan hati orang. bukan senang mau ubat hati orang yg kita bagi sakit tu. cukup bersyukurlah kalau orang tu pemaaf & cepat lupa. kalau tidak? hmm

bukan tidak percaya, tapi biasalah..syaitan itu ada dimana2. sentiasa berbisik yg bukan2. ada seja yg mau kasi racun fikiran supaya berprasangka yang bukan2. kesannya? ....

mesti selalu baca ayat 3 Qul ni. moga dijauhi dari segala bisikan jin2 & syaitan laknatullah.

tanpa anda?

"boleh saya hidup tanpa anda. tapi nda best"

iya.memang nda best. haha I've been telling you the same thing, over and over again. I can't afford to lose you..and I mean every single word. I can't imagine how my life would be without you. yes, I have my family & friends but with your existence, you complete me. =) thank you for everything, sayang.

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For every good reason there is to lie, there is a better reason to tell the truth.

lepas kahwin

apa jadi sekeliling aku, dengan orang terdekat, keluarga dekat, bikin takut pula. shit happens. that's life.

1 sebab kenapa aku takut kahwin, instead of belum ready sebab career belum stabil & masih belum puas hidup bujang, is takut. banyak cakap lelaki berubah lepas kahwin. lain masa bercinta, lain masa lepas kahwin. i know, i shouldn't listen to all that. tapi itu kisah benar and banyak jadi. itu orang lain. bukan aku. aku tau. tapi masiiii takut. haha. berserah. itu seja yg perlu kita buat kan. benda tu kalau mau jadi, jadi juga. kun fayakun. it's written.

cinta pudar?

selalu terjadi sama married couples. why? they get bored because they see each other every day. bangun pagi muka dia. balik kerja muka dia. mau tidur muka dia. semuaaa ada dia. haha! begitu pandai bosan. hmm..

orang kadang2 lupa..bila makin lama bersama, makin membiar. bila terbiar, perasaan pudar. kenapa pudar?it's either si partner tu rasa nda kena sayang lagi, atau pasal dia nda tahan dibiar. itu dua ja penyebab. kawin berpuluh tahun pun kalau pandai jaga, tiada masalah bosan. =)